I have been wishing that I didn't have to go this entire morning. I am intimidated of seeing him, but in a very different way this time. I know it is important for me to go. This might even be the thing I usually feel when it is something I want to do, but it takes too much effort, so i want to do it less immediately before..
Okay. It is time to realize that this is a huge reward for myself. I have been working too much, obsessing over too many things. I should not let my concerns get in the way of what this actually is: a vacation!
I will have 2 weeks left in this country when I come back, and I won't be here for 3 days of it. That will be a good opportunity for me to distance myself from him and allow for an opportunity to present itself to them as well.
Once all the cards are on the table, and I come back after a break from English, I will know more. (Hopefully).
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